Beginning to understand my friend

What I can see from what I wrote earlier is that this lady holds women’s beauty in high esteem.And she is relating to me as I was 40 years ago when I was   quite attractive.She fondled my  hair when she came to pick me up in her car.She admired my curls [ where are tbey?] I think getting male attaention is  her highest priority and she thinks I am so beautiful that I need to be very wary as she said
“Men will be running after you now you are single again.”

So far I have not noticed any such men.And, since I limp, they would not need to run.I think myse;f men can see when one is sad and they stay away unless they are already friends.
As for my writing, she has a degree in English and French so she knows more than I do.But since I love to write and don’t  plan to try to make mo ney,does it matter if I write mediocre poetry?
If she now thinks my poetry is better than it was 5 years dgo ,she may be envious.I know that is a very painful state of mind.
We don’t know most of our readers so who knows what their motives are? But for sure they would not come here for sexual thrills !