I shall live again

My heart is crushed like petals on the road
When spring winds  blow and cars speed by  like shot
The weight of caring is too hard to hold
Yet such a pastime seems to be my lot.

When buds appear I dread the frost of sin
When leaves uncurl ,I   bear my breathless  dream
I was not always of this mind so grim
Neither did I  ponder complex schemes.

Shall I descend to ploys and plots of doom;
Wreak revenge on men who troubled me?
No,I ‘ll not give home to  conquering gloom
I’ll sit it out and find what  good’s for me.

My heart is crushed but I shall  live again
Far from the habitat of wolf -like man.