Delivered

From American life in poetry
“The greeting card companies are still making money, though the inventive online “cards” are gaining ground. Here’s a poem about pen and ink greeting cards, by Cynthia Ventresca, who lives in Delaware.”

Delivered

She lived there for years in a
small space in a high rise that saw
her winter years dawn. When the past
became larger than her present,
she would call and thank us for cards
we gave her when we were small;
for Christmas, Mother’s Day, her birthday,
our devotion scrawled amidst depictions
of crooked hearts and lopsided lilies.

She would write out new ones,
and we found them everywhere—unsent;
in perfect cursive she wished us joy,
chains of x’s and o’s circling her signature.
And when her time alone was over,
the space emptied of all but sunshine, dust,
and a cross nailed above her door,
those cards held for us a bitter peace;
they had finally been delivered.

Stan wants to bake

Stan had decided to do  some  baking.

 

  • The larder was empty
    the cupboard was bare
    he looked in the cake tin
    but  nothing was there.
    Stan had flour,eggs and sugar and of course milk and butter.Emile was under the table waiting for something to drip out of the bowl!He loved baking days.
    Stan had bought a load of blackberries in the market so he was thinkin of blackberry tarts,blackberry crumble..
    He picked up the bag which seemed very heavy.Putting his hand in …..he pulled out a Blackberry!
    He went to the market
    to buy me some fruit
    and now he’s got Blackberries
    he’s going to shoot!
    Annie his next door neighbour was coming to the back door.
    “What’s wrong,Petal?””Oh,dear.I seem to have made a category error.”Stan answered philosophically.
    “Well what category would you put me into?” she asked petulantly.
    “Why are you so egocentric ?Not everything is about you!”He said fluently.
    “Well if I’m narcissistic it’s because my infant grandiosity was ruptured too suddenly and I was not held and contained in a suitable manner.”
    “You’ve been reading that Wilfred Bion again.” Stan said admiringly.
    “No,not just him.It’s some American chap as well .Would you like to read it?”
    “No,thanks,I’m finding Julia Segal is more than enough for me.I find Bion is a bit too mystical.I don’t think I can approach you without memory or desire.To be honest,without memory or desire I wouldn’t want to approach you.”
    “Wow ” she said stupidly,her large green eyes staring avidly upon him inviting him to fall into their salty sea like depths.
    “Shall I ring 999?I can’t think of anything to say.I’m lost for words.”
    “Perhaps you have reached that mystical spot beneath language mostly only known to babies,the mad, or meditators?”
    “Well,I do feel a bit of madness today.”
    “Is that why you have purple and orange eyes-hadow on clashing with your alarazin crimson lipstick and your light beige, but not too light, foundation by Lancome of Brixton and Blackheath,Paris,Rome,and London?”
    “I suppose so.” she replied indifferently.I feel as if I’m behind a glass wall.”
    “Oh,don’t worry.That’s the new window!” Stan explained courteously.”You really are behind a glass wall.You’ve been reading schizoid processes again on Yahoo,”
    “Yes,” she admitted her face blushing violently.
    “It’s those new people who’ve moved in across the road.They are both psychoanalysts so I wanted to feel up to their level of knowledge.”
    I didn’t know they were psychoanalysts.How did you find ”
    Well,first of all,there were two large sofas, and then hundreds of knitting needles and a lorryful of wool.And I thought,
    “Hello,hello,It must be one of Anna Freud’s followers.”
    “So have you met them?” he asked laconically?
    “Yes”,she confessed animatedly .
    QI went over and said,Sprechen Sie Deutsch?”
    “And what did he say?”
    “Are you all mad round here?”
    “So I thought,”You’re not getting hold of me that easily.””
    ” I said “I’m sorry to disappoint you but I’m am an admirer of Melanie Klein,”
    “Oh,how did they react to that?”Stan quizzed her jovially.
    “He was so rude.He said,
    “Are you telling me you’re a lesbian as well as a lunatic?”
    “Oh,dear.No wonder your make up is all running off your face and disappearing down your cleavage.Why don’t you pop upstairs and have a bath?”
    “Well it’s either that or ringing 999>My self is totally divided.”
    “Into equal parts?”
    “I can’t say” she murmured.
    “Oh,well” said Stan “you sit there with Emile and I shall make a Victoria sponge and a lemon drizzle cake without the lemon…I’ve only got bananas and they don’t drizzle.
    “Why not adapt to reality and make a banana loaf?”
    “Is that wise?” Stan enquired.
    “Wise or not,it seems to make sense.” she whispered coyly.”Get a move on or Mary will be back on her Raleigh shopper bicycle and there’ll be no cake for tea.
    “Thank you,honey.”Stan replied. “I am filled with memory and desire.”
    “And quite right too,”mioawed Emile from his basket.”I’m like that every night!”
    “And so are all of us,”Annie twittered on one of Stan’s new  blackberries

Cross your lips and never lie

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 You seem as sweet as a paint brush
  • with its head in the glue…
    Be mindful what you wish for..
    that may happen to you.
    Your head is quite pointed
    Your hands are on fire.
    If the problem continues
    The outcome may be dire.
    Your eyes look so lonely
    and your nose is solo.
    Your lips can be crossed,
    for you seem like a pro.

To renovate

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Renovate, renew, restore, refresh, and rejuvenate all mean to make like new. Renovate (a word ultimately derived from the Latin verb novare, meaning “to make new,” itself a descendant of novus, meaning “new”) suggests a renewing by cleansing, repairing, or rebuilding. Renew implies a restoration of what had become faded or disintegrated so that it seems like new (“efforts to renew the splendor of the old castle”).Restore suggests a return to an original state after depletion or loss (“restored a piece of furniture”).Refresh implies the supplying of something necessary to restore lost strength, animation, or power (“a refreshing drink”). Rejuvenate suggests the restoration of youthful vigor, powers, or appearance (“she was rejuvenated by her new job”).

Conversation

Lessons in the Conversation That We Are: Robert Frost’s “Death of the Hired Man”

Walter Jost
College English
Vol. 58, No. 4 (Apr., 1996), pp. 397-422
DOI: 10.2307/378852
Page Count: 26

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Wild geraniums

Stepping through the door
I am assailed by perfume
Wild geraniums.

I ease these flowers
Out of  the    patio bed
For they cover sage.

They cover flowers-
Blue geranium and saxifrage
Rosemary  sprawls now

Lavender’s nearby.
Now  inside  I hear singing.
Bird by the windows.

A robin came in,
Looking for my old man
I said,he’s not here.

Embodying soul
Sacramental  life in scents
Flowers are themselves.

How I’d like to lie
In the poppy-filled meadows
With my beloved.

Or splash through the ford
Near the open air display
Work of Henry Moore.

The topology
Of his sculptures moves my heart
Vast,holy, peaceful.

Massive like  unto God
They transform the soul and body
Into one being.

Then we are all one
With the sloping green meadows
And the wind bent trees.

Most of all,I know
Wildflowers are God’s darlings.
How he dwells in them.

Low,modest beauties
On the verge of the main road
See ,even here, smiles.

To lose one’s own self
To become a wild-flower
Grace will sanctify.

First, grow an ego
Then lose it in these green woods
Unselfconscious Eve.

 

Disembodied thinking

Carl Jung,who at one time was Freud’s favourite follower,met his first non-European in New Mexico.Ochwiay Biano was chief  of the Taos Pueblos.He told Jung they could see the whited were all mad simply by looking at their faces.
Jung asked him why they were mad
They think with their heads,was the reply from Mountain Lake [ English translation of his n ame]
Why,of course,said Jung.What do you think with?
We think here,he was told,and the  chief pointed to his heart.
The New Mexicans had never been influenced  by Descartes who split the mind and body.
Since then the split off intellect is the mode of many philosphers and we see where it has led.