The boat sails away

One tear ,  and then a sheet
Fell from my eyes
As I saw  a bird fly.
One  year and now it  repeats;
Wells in my eyes
Run dry.
My fears all  forbidden
My dear never forgotten
Did you hear me singing  before
Did you hear my weeping after
I took you to the river
And now I want to join you.
But  it’s not my  time
And not  my day
But I’m so weary,I’d like to lie with you
And hold your cold hands in mine again
As the boat sails away
To where?