Is it ringing?

You’re too elusive to  win my love
You’re  so far away while you’re with me.
Just a  got a snap of the pigeon and  dove
I don’t know how  some birds can be so free.

You’re tempting me and pushing me away
I  don’t know how I wandered here.
But soon the reckoning will come,that day.
I wonder how   words can be so clear.

Now a picture has   many interpretations.
Whatever language we may each speak
It doesn’t need any further translation.
Though we get to know the cliques and the freaks.

There are so many ways to tell you don’t  care
There is only an  intention to  be truthful.
But in the end it’s neither  love not fare.
I’m starving and the world don’t look so beautiful.

You’re too elusive to be captured;
Though I tried the Leica lens and shot my head off/
Yet you implied some later loving rapture.
I’ve blown away and snapped  the trees off.

I’m over the clouds  now, where the blue sky is.
And moving so fast, the earth is shrinking
I’m  out of touch with all those aerial wires.
Good to be  sailing into blue not-thinking.

Coming nearer, you threw me like a stone
Like a brick broke off a wall and lobbed
But it was my bones that broke and my phone
Is it ringing ; I feel so blue so black ,so robbed.