Day: March 23, 2016

Where am I going?

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Mary dreamed she was riding her bicycle.She was going up a hill and then approaching a very complicated roundabout.
How can I look at the map when I am riding my bike,she asked herself.Anyway I don’t have a map and I’ve never been here before.She looked down and saw she was wearing some dark  blue denim culottes and red suede knee high boots with laces.
I don’t remember buying these,she thought.She felt quite hot even though she wore only an olive  needle-cord coat over a Breton T shirt.
Goodness me, she cried.I look smart.
Her spectacles clouded over as she was sweating.How will I know where to turn off when I don’t know where I am or where I am going to.
When she woke up she filled Stan’s beer tankard with tea.
What a lot of tea,miaowed Emile.
I thought it saves carrying the tea pot. I’m going to go back   to bed as I feel  a bit peculiar.
You  have got a fleece nightgown on.Maybe you are too hot,he replied.
I am trying to save money on the heating,Mary answered.I see I can save  even more money by buying 2 pairs of Hotters sandals for £97.Usually they are £127.
That saves £30,the clever animal informed her.
I think it’s quite misleading,Mary answered.It only saves money if you were already planning to buy them.I  have such strange feet I don’t like to bare them.
Do you wear shoes in bed with a boyfriend.Emile  asked.
I’ve not got a boyfriend.Emile/
But if you did?
Well.you know, an older man might not wish to go to bed with me.He might like just sitting holding my hand and  kissing me.
OK said ,Emile.It sounds a trifle boring to me.
Don’t be so cheeky, Emile.Talking to me is not boring.
No, he said, but it’s nice running up and down your  legs in bed.
I could hardly expect a man to do  that.He might injure me.
It was just a kind of example,he replied nervously.

Suddenly the back door opened and in ran Annie from next door.She was wearing a mustard coloured track suit and orange trainers with matching lip gloss.
What a horrible colour,Mary cried.
It’s the in colour now,Annie said kindly.I am getting my hair dyed too.
Bright yellow is  better,Mary  told her.Except it attracts insects.
Insects,I don’t want those.How are you,dear.You look flushed, she responded emotionally.
No wonder. I’ve been cycling all night in my dreams.Why can’t I dream of motor bikes?
Don’t ask me,Annie told her.I am utterly ignorant.Do you need therapy?
I don’t think so,Mary answered.I need to know where I am going.Do I decide or is it my Inner Wisdom or Higher Power.I could use higher power on that bike.
Just take it one rotation at a time, Annie murmured.
I thought it was  one step.Mary answered
You can’t take a step on a  bike.
I suppose not.But I could ride up a step on the bike.
Don’t ride up a step ladder,Anne advised.How would  you get down again?
Let’s have some coffee,Mary cried.Here we are ,the kettle is boiling.
Let’s just sit and brood.
But don’t ruminate,purred Emile.It makes you ill.
Just let your mind go blank.
And so I did.

It was human

She heard a   wail between her legs.She had given birth.She had no idea what caused it but it  was very intriguing.It was human.

His lies were enough to make  sackcloth  pleat.He was a born denier.He could fake any commotion and lie with emotion.He was an actor,you see,

Why not  break  the maths off and leave the  arrest to me? It doesn’t make sins!
How about  some data? We could correlate.Or is it co-relate?

Don’t grieve the hens.They are laid up already

She made her step black with boot polish so the carpets have foot prints.Very a la mode.But what a mood she was in.He meted out her punishment.A cup of tea!Next time paint it, he said.There’s no next time she said as she ran away with the postman.

Take care of your  rioting? No,take the cat  for the ironing.But why? Because he’s bored stiff and lying flat.
How about a bike pump?That will do the trick and get him rowing  [ is that having a row?]

 To  make  me alive  is not my job.I’ll take it from  there.

Stroke  the cat  strongly  weekly or weakly daily.

Fake it from me.I love you with all my parts.

Take it to the  gimlet or is it the hamlet? For  sighing out proud,ask someone.Shakespeare here?

Mete

hand and foot

And mood? This is old English

mood1
muːd/
noun
noun: mood; plural noun: moods
  1. 1.
    a temporary state of mind or feeling.
    “he appeared to be in a very good mood about something”
    synonyms: frame of mind, state of mind, emotional state,humour, temper; More
    • the atmosphere or pervading tone of something.
      “a concept album which captures the mood of modern times”
      synonyms: atmosphere, feeling, spirit, ambience, aura,character, tenor, flavour, quality, climate, feel,tone, key

      “the soundtrack captures the mood of the film”
    • (especially of music) inducing or suggestive of a particular feeling or state of mind.
      modifier noun: mood
      “mood music”
      synonyms: in the right frame of mind for/to, feeling like,ready for/to, wanting to, inclined to, disposed to, minded to, interested in, keen on/to, eager to, enthusiastic about, willing to, game for

      “I’m not in the mood for sightseeing”
  2. 2.
    an angry, irritable, or sullen state of mind.
    “he was obviously in a mood”
    synonyms: bad mood, temper, bad temper, fit of bad/ill temper, sulk, pet, the sulks, fit of pique, low spirits, depression, bout of moping, the doldrums, the blues; More
Origin
Old English mōd (also in the senses ‘mind’ and ‘fierce courage’), of Germanic origin; related to Dutch moed and German Mut .

Mode?

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mode
məʊd/
noun
noun: mode; plural noun: modes
  1. 1.
    a way or manner in which something occurs or is experienced, expressed, or done.
    “his preferred mode of travel was a kayak”
    synonyms: manner, way, fashion, means, method, system,style, approach, technique, procedure,process, methodology, modus operandi, form,routine, practice

    “an extremely informal mode of policing”
    • an option allowing a change in the method of operation of a device, especially a camera.
      “a camcorder in automatic mode“
      synonyms: function, position, operation, role, capacity

      “with the camera in manual mode you can zoom in fast”
    • COMPUTING
      a way of operating or using a system.
      “some computers provide several so-called processor modes”
    • PHYSICS
      any of the distinct kinds or patterns of vibration of an oscillating system.
    • LOGIC
      the character of a modal proposition (whether necessary, contingent, possible, or impossible).
    • LOGIC GRAMMAR
      another term for mood2.
  2. 2.
    a fashion or style in clothes, art, literature, etc.
    “in the Seventies the mode for active wear took hold”
    synonyms: fashion, vogue, current/latest style, style, look,trend, latest thing, latest taste; More
  3. 3.
    STATISTICS
    the value that occurs most frequently in a given set of data.
  4. 4.
    MUSIC
    a set of musical notes forming a scale and from which melodies and harmonies are constructed.
Origin
late Middle English (in the musical and grammatical senses): from Latin modus ‘measure’, from an Indo-European root shared by mete1; compare with mood2.

Modify

modify
ˈmɒdɪfʌɪ/
verb
verb: modify; 3rd person present: modifies; past tense:modified; past participle: modified; gerund or present participle: modifying
  1. make partial or minor changes to (something).
    “she may be prepared to modify her views”
    synonyms: alter, make alterations to, change, adjust, make adjustments to, adapt, amend, improve, revise,recast, reform, reshape, refashion, redesign,restyle, revamp, rework, remake, remodel,remould, redo, reconstruct, reorganize, refine,reorient, reorientate, vary, transform, convert;More
    • BIOLOGY
      transform (a structure) from its original anatomical form during development or evolution.
      “the traps of insectivorous plants are modified leaves”
    • GRAMMAR
      (especially of an adjective) restrict or add to the sense of (a noun).
      “the target noun is modified by a ‘direction’ word”
    • PHONETICS
      pronounce (a speech sound) differently from the norm for that sound.
Origin
late Middle English: from Old French modifier, from Latin modificare, from modus (see mode).

The museum of my heart

Twisted feet can still walk if we can bear the pain

I’ve got just one letter
written in your hand
One short letter
I understand,
One is as infinity
compared to having naught.
I’ll keep this letter
In the museum of my heart.
’ve only got  one photograph
and that is  very old
but to me this photograph
is more valuable than gold
Time has thundered by.
Is it now too late?
But may there be a second chance?
Let’s not  accept  love’s fate.
No matter how we falter,
No matter how we fail
Can we still forgive ourselves,
and rewrite this  sad tale.
One more letter,
One more   heartfelt smile,
That will be sufficient
To rebirth a love grown frail.
For once this love was stronger
Once this love was true;
So now we are wondering
If we may create our love anew

Embrace the whole

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She said her waist’s up his sleeve.Her head’s in his pocket. She’s stolen his jacket
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Consummated with a kiss.

Sacred the  love the rose dwells in;
Thorns protect what lies within.
Precious flower designed for bliss
Consummated with a kiss.

Eternity is one moment
When chattering minds are each silent.
The warp and weft of life  itself
Has value more than human wealth.

 
So passive be, with patience blessed
Focus wide and all relaxed
We wait like this  with music ‘joyed
So quietly played, all hurt’s destroyed.

The rose by nature of design
Gives peace to both the heart and mind.
And so it is with this  green world
Of   blossom,  bush,  and petals curled.

In a storm  small  butterflies
Dance  in spaces small yet blithe.
Between the hailstones they will  live
And of themselves entirely give.

We too  find our sacred space
When with nature we embrace.
We  like flowers must grow and die.
We fall to dust and thus shall fly.

In the sunlight dust motes dance
As if by brightness full entranced.
We, like them ,do not compete
For  that love which us completes

For as we’re nothing,we are free
For God made you and God made me.
As we have no pride or will
We trust in One   who will fulfil.

 

Note:self abandonment ,which is a practice of the mystics .is abandonment to God.This desire for self abandonment can be used by totalitarian regimes to make the crowd do their will.Like other of our desires it has to be directed rightly.So we move between this passivity and active thought and will which guides us rightly.We musy not abandon ourselves to governments or politicians and leaders,not even  the Pope or other religious leaders.