This is really old

I’m not sure what my poem title means
The phrase came to me in a dream.
So I just wrote it down
On the hem of my gown.
Like a little gold nugget,it gleams!
If you want to become an artist
Starting is what’s the hardest.
Embellish your desires
With Orpheus’s lyres.
And do not too easily desist.
The very activity of writing
Will set your mind and heart brightening.
The activity itself
Will give you its wealth.
Though even success can be frightening.
One sentence leads on to the next.
Pretend you’re just sending a text.
Your mind will ignite
Like gelignite.
As long as your Muse is not vexed!
More writing leads onto more,
Like opening a magical door.
The more words you write
The clearer grows insight.
And into your mind metaphors pour,
Imagine your mind is a bowl.
Empty,like an artist’s own soul.
The creative Muse
This emptiness will use.
Oddly this way os your goal.
Artists feel low and inferior.
Their wealth is hid in their interior.
Your Muse will fill you
And give you your due.
As long as your desires aren’t ulterior.
Your desire should be for Nothing at all.
So you can never in the end really fail.
The God in your heart
Makes creativity start.
So wait quietly there for your Call.
All that you’ve done and have been
By your angels is ultimately seen.
So fear not the pain
It will be for your gain.
You ‘ll be like a tree newly clothed with green.
