Then he wasn’t

He was the most Klimt  witted man I ever saw

His portraits were pointillistic

His fingers were long and pliant

His face a wire drawing of picasso in old age

His ears like two old beer mugs hung with multiple invisible rings

His shoulders  narrow,

his coat hung  off wrong;

dead cabbage leaves  in moonlight,  the effect

His body   shapeless,hidden

An old wooden peg, blunt.

Legs hidden like Victorian tables

Feet bare but well shaped.

Too many dots and no eyes.

He was all there

Then he wasn’t.

 

 

I don’t feel Saturday

 

Read the review section tonight;

books I’ll never read  fully

probably;

contradictions like Denmark –

Denmark has the happiest population,

and they’re all on prozac, too.Don’t you see?

There was a  new poem by Fiona Sampson;

Mein Kampf is being republished.

Then the complete works of a poet  I’ve never heard of,

a school teacher

The TV shows a silenced film of murder in a castle.

I look at email

delete most

And eat my supper  from the laptop.

protected by a perfumed spicy mat

my nephew sent from the USA;

it’s patchwork.

My mind is on Furtwangler and the Pastoral

Should we judge artists for their political sympathies?

I ask my distant brother in my head

I won’t mention it when I phone him.

He looked like my twin but I don’t know him

He was always running away so fast, I lost him;

now he’s run down, his clockwork broke.

We mention Krystalle Nacht 1938

He seems surprised I know the date.

He doesn’t know I can’t spell it when I say it

[It was my mother in law’s birthday too]

Now I have lived precisely half my life motherless;

I can’t imagine how being mothered might have been.

I’m lonely.

My libido is dead too.

Maybe I should become another gender,

Or species.

I don’t….

What?

I miss  it all.

Conkers and warm cobbles

Playing rounders in the road

Uncle Vince’s car

Cousin Frank could have been a butcher

Threw it up for acting

Played Hitler and a Jewish man in Warsaw

And an incestuous father,barbed wire.

Now he’s dead

He still had thick hair;

But it didn’t matter.

 

 

Let your lips meet gently

Let your lips meet gently,
the top one resting against the lower,
touching with tenderness
your own skin to skin.

Forefinger propped on chin,
I let the others dangle,
like leaves on a branch;
how softly gravity tugs them downwards.

Let heart beat quietly,slowly
as the blood circulates
carrying its music,
a river,
following the path of least resistance.

How the blood vessels receive willingly this flow,
touching it kindly as with tiny open fingers,
helping and being helped.

How the hair on the head
floats
on the breeze,
like tentacles of an octopus
waving goodbye.

Top eyelid loves the lower one;
as we blink they touch
like lovers kissing swiftly
behind a tree.

and how the light comes in
we see a world.
[mine may not be yours,]
but the blink of my eyelid
sends waves through the air,
so we’re all touching and being touched,
lips kissing each other,
kiss all living creatures.

skin to skin.
air to air.

And inside us,the rich darkness
of creative night
transforms,in turn,
these touches
into dreams.

What troth?

 

She thought he was going to  impregnate her but he has impignorated her to his best friend.She was very angry and decided t

Blight his troth

But what is a  troth?

It’s not quite truth

troth
trəʊθ,trɒθ/
noun
noun: troth
  1. 1.
    archaic formal
    faith or loyalty when pledged in a solemn agreement or undertaking.
    “a token of troth”
  2. 2.
    archaic
    truth.
Origin
Middle English: variant of truth.

 

 

 

Impignorate – from Merriam Webster unabridged

impignorate

transitive verb im·pig·no·rate \ə̇mˈpignəˌrāt\

Definition of impignorate

Popularity: Bottom 30% of words
im·pig·no·ra·tion noun

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Origin of impignorate

Late Latin or Medieval Latin impignoratus, impigneratus, past participle of impignorare, impignerare, from Latin in- 2in- + pignorare, pignerare to pledge — more at pignorate

But then we learn

Trapped in  cultivated  ways ,we may  forget

That usefulness can also be a trap.

Am I the one who never makes a bet?

Am I  the one who always has the map?

 

We are no automata, we are flesh.

And even older brains can be rewired

Maybe we need to clear  our  boring cache

And light  a few more glowing mental fires.

 

Reluctance seems  to  cage us with our fear.

Though ,despite our wishes, we all age and die.

Time goes and  the end will soon be here

But  it is never too late just  to try.

 

It is myself to whom I speak in sonnet form

Anxiety is  fierce  until we learn.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Come again

 We landed  in silk and money all right.It was a bank vault with no exit
We slandered jilted honeys and got into sin that way.Then we went to Confession gratefully
Will the last witch  step outside with me?I  have a broom but no stick.
My past cattarrh came back ten years later.Where did it hide?
 A cough a minute disrupted my lecture on Silence.It was me!
We  cursed all the way to the bank then fell in and droned monotonously
Play down the law,  please.We want a riot tonight
Lay  the  hard ones by  Jezebel and she will ripen them all
Do wink daily as it exercises the lids of your eyes
 Do leave your bark outside and bring in your bite
Deaf at the altar she missed her vow and ever after lived in sin… well it was not exactly sin,more like misclassification
An agenda in his own mind made him deaf to our pleasures,fortunately.
A weapon doesn’t change its  sports.A gun’s a gun for a’ that
Blesser of two evils and  a cursor  on four laptops.. what a life story!
I say,let  Byron be Byron for now
 She let sleeping dogs  fly anywhere in the world free
Let the bureaucrat  spout  from the dead or at them
let’s roll over the edge of the bed and tell  lies on the sheepskin rug
Do let’s split our hairs
Lick Betty’s wick and give her a new match
Clicking sounds on and off  compulsively annoys the audience,I find.And you should hear my voicetab.. it’s like tom cat on the prowl

Why some languages are written right to left

 

http://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/2920308/jewish/Why-Do-We-Write-Hebrew-from-Right-to-Left.htm

According to this article it seems all languages were writtenright to left when they were chiselled into stone but after ink was invented then it was better to write left to right to avoid blots.Hebrew already being written so much in stone remained right to left.

As to why some people are left handed,I am ignorant.But it’s awkward for them learning to write with pens