In the raw pain of this grief I dwell.
Is this the woe of heaven, the joy of hell?
The sun may shine, yet I am cold and still
Oh God relieve me, take me when you will
I loved my sister more than I had known
Now she’s gone and my heart is a stone
As if I rose one day to find no sun.
The darkness of the heart has just begun.
I breathe I eat, I lie down in my bed.
If I should stop what should I do instead?
Without that strength beside me I feel weak.
I look about and all the world seems bleak.
The joy I saw in every little thing
This joy has gone, and what have I to bring?
I gaze out through my eyes the world is here
Can my response be rucher than a tear?
Thirty tears of silver would I give
To cheat your death and buy your right to live
I am your Judas I betrayed your love
Forgive me for my sin, below above.
I cannot dwell in heaven now you are dead
Nor can I go to hell to burn instead
In purgatory will I dwell in time
Forgive me for my errors and my rhymes