All the little things I didn’t understand
All the little things I never noticed
You wanted a long shoe horn of a special brand
You couldn’t be bothered to go voting
All the times I called out,won’t you hurry up
All the times I got a bit impatient.
I must have put a stopper on our loving cup
Other people called out, hey,man, he’s ancient.
When you asked for braces I never understood
I didn’t see you emaciation
My head must be full of some stupid type of wood
I wish I could have been a lot more patient.
I waited at the bus stop while you went back for a pee
I got home and felt so nauseated
I got a premonition that either you or me
Was going to be affected, to be taken
You were the one who was too close to the edge
You sank down and so patiently you waited
Then the doctor came and threw you off the ledge
You sank down, you were emaciated.
I guess it was unfortunate that both of us were sick
Normal life would never come again
But I never let go of our golden loving cup
Normal life was here and then was gone
I wish that I had noticed those tiny little things
You couldn’t eat, you said it was your teeth
Can’t the Lord allow us to sing our special song
As I bend over your dark coffin with a wreath?
I wonder was it better we pretended all was well?
Was it better that we acted normally?
Was it good for you that I dressed you up so swell
Would you like me to take you to the Sea?
Staithes or Whitby Town, I’ll wear my wedding gown
Reality’s much more than you or me.
And holding your casket, I’ll leap and we’ll go down
In our beloved salty ,cold , grey Northern Sea.
